ArcticFuzz.DK

Now what?

January 16, 2007 on 4:49 pm | In Blog | No Comments

Uhm… Yeah another weird day… The past few days I have not been sleeping too well… But that’s something I could have foreseen, with my mom having her trouble to cary and me not being able to deviate from them. Well at least she’s having a good time now, which is making me feel a lot better. I also went to see my doctor today about all this. He wants to see me every second week and we get a short discussion on what’s on my mind. He got quite some good advice now and then and I follow them blindly, as I would expect someone who I am helping with a computer, to follow my advice.

Job.. Well things there are interesting to say the least. I met some of the new people, who’s now working at the library and have been pleasantly surprised. But at the same time, a good friend is leaving. I’ll be missing my old boss, but I know I’ll hear from him for many years to come, but it’s still sad. Oh yeah… As you can guess, they didn’t fire me… Actually they want to keep me around for a few projects. Hope they’ll tell me about them soon, so I know if I should quit my job or not ;)

For the past month, I’ve been working on my furry universe. I’ve come to be rather pleased with it, but also rather attached to it. I have not felt more like a furry than now. It gives me a lot of joy thinking about it and being my furry character online and in RL, which I had the chance to last weekend, when I visited Angel in Copenhagen. Two of our fellow furry friends visited us saturday and we had a very good time, just being ourselves. Somehow my character gives me a freedom I do not find as a human and also a better understanding of God, believe it or not, but by looking at the wolf, I see the beauty that God created and feel the closeness it receives. If Jesus was there, it would not hesitate to greet Him and I want the same freedom as a human. I am a human, but I wish I was my character, but that’s up to God to decide on. After all He knows me better than even I do and know what’s best for me.

So now what? Well in 4 weeks, we’ll be in the US and MAN I’m looking forward to it! I’ll TRY and post stuff here, when I’m over there, but who knows. Know at least, that I’ll be having a blast of a time with family and friends!